PleaseNeverForget
I'm Aubrey.
Going through things you never thought you’d go through will only take you places you never thought you’d get to. - morgan harper nichols
Note to self: what you’re feeling right now won’t last forever. There will be sunshine after the rain. You’ve overcome so much and you can do it again. Feeling the way you are right now is natural. Acknowledge these emotions and let them pass. You can do this. You can do this.
“And if one day this all goes to shit and you become nothing but a memory, I want you to know that in this moment I loved you. I loved you. I loved you. I loved you.”— A.M// and i will still always love you
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I hate being in that mood where nothing’s really wrong but nothing feels right either
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“Was it hard letting go of him? It was, and it wasn’t because I missed him, because who he is right now isn’t who I miss, I don’t know who he is anymore. But it was hard letting go because I had this person who had became a huge chunk of my life, a person who lit fires in the darkest parts of me, and then they had left me, the fires burned out and I now had a gaping hole in my heart, and that’s why it hurts to let go. It happens in stages really, I had found myself one day laughing at how pathetic I was for ever loving him, but the next day I was on the floor of my shower begging God to bring him back to me. I think if anyone’s every experienced heartbreak you know how hard it is to do things without that person. It’s entirely way to hard to move on, and it’s also hard to accept. It’s also hard to grasp the fact that the person you had grown to love is now a stranger to you. You don’t talk to them anymore, but you hear about them and your stomach clenches and I can promise you it won’t feel too great. I’m sorry to tell you this but you’ll probably always have a spot for them in your heart, the hole they made can be filled by them, and only them. I truthfully don’t think I’ll ever let go of him fully either.”— — It was hard letting go of you, I’m still living in a world of grey (via sadandraddreams)
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the woman you’re becoming will cost you people, relationships, spaces, and material things. choose her over everything.
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When someone says there’s no pain like feeling someone fall out of love with you, they’re not lying. As the days go by it gets more painful to speak to you because I can feel you detaching yourself from me. I feel the gaps in your words, and the emptiness behind them. Your disinterest sends shivers down my spine in ways that disassemble my heart. Each day that passes is another I live in fear thinking you might finally admit that you aren’t in love with me anymore. Your sadness was always something I wouldn’t question to comfort but now I feel as if I don’t know how to anymore. My grandmother warned me to never fall in love with someone if they do not love you more, but you always said you did. I feel like my heart has given up on me, or is disrespected by the fact that I continue to squeeze it dry for people who’ve stopped caring.
I’m moving in with someone who I can picture a future with. A calm, sweet, secure big and beautiful future with. When I pictured a future with you I saw bumps, potholes, steep slopes, wild fires..but it still had you. He tells me he loves me and it makes me full, because I know he means every single word. You never told me you loved me, but I promised myself you did because you threw away some pretty important parts of your life for us to be us. He holds my entire heart in his hands and for once I’m not scared because he continues to prove to me that I am the women he wants. You held my entire heart in your hands once as well but I don’t think you ever truly realized what an honor that was. So yes, he may seem like he’s got it all, but he’s not you. I still get lost in my thoughts of you. I will never forgive myself for having a man as perfect as he is while still having you swim through my mind.
I’m always gonna have a soft spot for you… no matter how “moved on” I may be.
-There are just some people you can never get over.
-m.t.t.
(via sadandraddreams)
ok universe, i’m ready to feel good things. make me feel good things.
whenever i post this it works
reblog if u want to feel good things & the universe will bring u something sweet
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“One of the hardest lessons in life is letting go. Whether it’s guilt, love, anger, loss or betrayal, change is never easy. We fight to hold on and we fight to let go.”— Lessons Learned in Life (via onlinecounsellingcollege)
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